Dearth Of Labwork

I am going through the time of no labwork... Many may say thats good. To me its a sign of unproductivity. I am desperate to get back on track. To see my patients and get started with doing all the labworks and issuing all the stuffs I have targetted myself to by the end of this term.

My pace is slow, I feel that I am going to lose the race. So many screw-up this term. Every week I will get at least 1 just to screw my week. I am getting so short-tempered that I think many around me are getting irritated as well.

Dentistry bring out the best and worst in me. It forced me to plan till the very best that i could given the current situation which i still advocate to book all 9 weeks at 1 shot. The worst is apparent, my temper. Like the active volcano in indonesia, anytime can erupt.

Anyways a sidenote from Eugene, time is infinitely divisible. Quite an interesting concept. Hard to explain my thoughts about the concept, but basically it will mean infinitely work can be done within approx zero time.

I am afraid.

I feel afraid. School is gonna start tomolo and I am very afraid of the unknown. Not being able to plan for the full 9 weeks has given me a lot of uneasiness. I probably will end up tackle each day as it comes rather than the concise planning i had the previous term.

I really hope that things can go my way. Moreover to go thru the booking of the sessions again and again is really way too troublesome and effort for just 3 weeks... Why not just do it once and get over and done with it. Anything u wanna change go do internal swap.

Perhaps, I am biased coz this way has worked so well for me. Others may says booking 3 weeks allow more flexiblity. To me i think its a limitation for me to plan till the end of week 9.

Whatever la. Think the situation is fixed liao. Nothing more i say will change the situation. Just hope for the best la. But I firmly believed I'll be able to achieve much more if i am given the bookings for all 9 weeks.