2nd Holiday Entry

Going into 2nd week of the hols. I guess, I've been playing too much, in fact way too much DOTA. So holiday resolution will be cutting down on playing time. Went to the beach with Lulin today. Long time never go ECP and sit down and relax. This is the moment I treasure most, just feeling completely comfortable with her, no stress, no exams, just sea breeze and each other. These are the small little things that I love to do.

Anyways, the class outing are just so aint gonna happened, I figured that u can never satisfy everyone. So i figured the best way will be not to care. I mean if I have to start begging ppl to come down to just have a meal, its quite a stupid thing to do I figured. Perhaps everyone are just so sick of each other that holiday is a good chance to avoid one another. Although I may say all that, I would still really like to have a outing with everyone. That's the way I am I figured long ago. I love gatherings. Well, just sent a mail to ask the class out for a Sakae Sushi Buffet. I decided to just choose the time place and what to eat, so everyone can just decide for themselves whether to come or not to come.

Will see on Wednesday how things turn out. Now I just wanna sleep.

1st Holiday Entry

Its almost a week into my hols.. But I'm living as if I'm still having exams, in a sense that I still sleep very little. Well, I guess too much dota is really bad for health, suffering from perpectuate sore throat and sinusitis. Need more sleep.

Well, today is another day to rest at home and Lulin is coming over then maybe later we can go buy some stuff and cook dinner together. I must say that its some of the things i enjoy. I guess every night of Dota playing has sort of neglected her, feel a bit bad about it, perhaps its time to cut that down.

Anyways amongst the stuffs that we wanna do after hols, I have only done around 1/2 of it. Still have suntanning, movies, nice dinner, kite flying and a few others. Actually I'm quite keen of going to the wild wild wet.. But I think i will be super broke by tomorrow after chionging sim lim square with dennis, jon and bran.

For now I shall go surf for a nice recipe for dinner while I wait for Lulin to come. I really love her a lot, just that I'm not a very romantic person, dun really know how to show it I guess. Looking forward to see her although we met almost everyday. I'm so sorry that I am not that good in expressing myself, well at least u can get entertained with my lousy english(btw lulin is my english tutor). This year she is turning 21 yr old, shd start saving up for her nice nice present after I spent all my savings tomolo. That will means more chicken rice for lunch in a week.

Anyways, I really hope that this hols will last longer, but I can already see school coming back to haunt me already. I will be a clinical student in 3 more weeks time. Lets hope everything goes well, and I can get out of school in 2 more years time. I love clinics but not the stress of competitions.

A Week From Freedom

Well, technically speaking next friday is still not exactly the end of the exams coz we still have a Pathology Practical on Monday. Yet I'm quite sure that by next friday I will be playing lotsa Dota, maybe soccer and yes breathe the air of freedom.

Anyways, I guess I just have poor attention span, havent been able to get back the momentum I had last time(long long time ago), and I am now just hoping that I can get thru this exam smoothly, no more high high expectations.

Today, I've got a sms from my email-pal. Well, its quite a pleasant surprise to me, coz we havent been in touch for a really really long long time. Perhaps, its once again my fault that I placed so much emphasis on issues close to myself and stop reaching out to others. Maybe that how dental students ended up with a super small social circle (just within dentistry). I must say that its nice of her to remember that I'm having exams around this time, coz I think even my close friends won't remember unless I've complaint to them about it. Well, this is the kind of thing that may seems to meant nothing yet felt priceless to me. By just remembering.

Anyways, I better get going to mug. But I feel that I'm suffering from Dota withdrawn sydrome after that wonderful game in the library. And seeing the new V6.00, can't resist the temptations to play. Tomolo will be the very 1st official Victorians' Day. So I'm giving up a day of mugging for that. Well, I'm a traditional man I guess. Ying2 Shui3 Si1 Yuan2. I love going back to my old schools and pay my teachers a visit. And its a good chance for old friends to meet up also.