Apparently I shouldn't be here, becoz tonite i shd be studying my head off for my test tomolo. Well, guess what, I ain't 1/2 as worried about the test tomolo than the way i was worried how I'm gonna screwed in clinics today. Coz the Doctor in-charge for my RP session today is Dr Thean. Not that she is fierce, just that the way she make comments about me always makes me feel so lousy of myself. And whats worse, her comments are 90% of the time correct. Well, that just makes me feel like an idiot.
But something good always come out of it I guess, I've learnt how to set teeth in a narrow anterior arch to a pretty good aesthetic, definitely much better than the one i setted at 1st. I believe there is always things to learn from the doctors. Be it through the hard or easy way, as long I learnt something out of each session, its a session gained.
I believe this kind of learning attitude will bring me nearer to my eventual goal, than to achieve my credits aimlessly. Prosthodontics there is more than it meets the eye.
Monday, May 30, 2005
Monday, May 23, 2005
Complaining Site
Well.. my blog have been labelled. When I met up with my JC friends they kind of joke about it. Saying that this blog is rather depressive etc etc... Oh well, perhaps they have known me long enuff to know that I'm a negative person. But what they dun realised is that I do have a great life, I meant who bitch about having a good life. Everyone will choose to complain about all the bad stuffs that happened to their life or perhaps its just me.
Whatever the case, this blog will still remain as my complaining site. As usual, what else irritates me besides school. But thinking of how this school can bring me closer to my long term aspirations, i can take things better i presumed. Like what Dr Chan have said, I'm not here to burst bubbles or to bend wires, they are just pure obstacles that I got to get around so at the end of the day I could get my BDS, and that will just gonna be the beginning.
Many who know me think I am shallow and loud. Or at least that's what they made me feel how they thought of me. But I'm here for my own dream, my goal. I've got to stop wasting my time. I'm almost 23, like jon will put it, in 2 years time I'll be a quarter of a century old. Its about time, in fact slightly late, that I got to something about my life.
Whatever the case, this blog will still remain as my complaining site. As usual, what else irritates me besides school. But thinking of how this school can bring me closer to my long term aspirations, i can take things better i presumed. Like what Dr Chan have said, I'm not here to burst bubbles or to bend wires, they are just pure obstacles that I got to get around so at the end of the day I could get my BDS, and that will just gonna be the beginning.
Many who know me think I am shallow and loud. Or at least that's what they made me feel how they thought of me. But I'm here for my own dream, my goal. I've got to stop wasting my time. I'm almost 23, like jon will put it, in 2 years time I'll be a quarter of a century old. Its about time, in fact slightly late, that I got to something about my life.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
I'm Losing It
I am dying. Everyday I struggled through the day, thankfully days pass by really fast when u r not in lectures. One great thing about school now is that we have really few lectures. However the sad part is that I am not performing, not just Dr Thean mentioned it, personally I also felt it that way. I am doing things mindlessly, which shd never be the case. Spending 1 whole day of RP lab session not achieving anything done, and the worst part is I did all the mounting the wrong way until Shafiq corrected me. Clinics, I am just slow, and I am killing myself by seeing so many patients. By Monday, I will have a total of 9 active patients, plus 2 reviews that I have not seen and 1 F/F case which I will only start after finishing my technique work (which I am screwing up presently).
I still stick to seeing only 1 patient for each session. I just can't see what can I do for my patients if I were to split my session into 1/2, probably I'll ended up achieving nothing. Perhaps, I will be slower to start, but at least once I've cleared all these E&D I'll have most of my requirements covered (provided I dun screwed up). But still exam cases remained undecided. Guess I'll just take photo for any potentials that come along the way.
I think I am getting very irritatable. Perhaps many feels that I am becoming very irritating, which ever is the case, I think I'll just be myself. I'm sorry if I stepped on anyone's toes. Perhaps, its better to just to do things in my own and heck the rest of the world. Lab 4 have become a much less friendlier place, in fact, I have some fear of people around me. Whatever the case, I guess its better to be lonelier now, and try to make less comments just not to offend ppl unintentionally. Shut up man, I should have. Hopefully, I'll still have friends by 2007.
I still stick to seeing only 1 patient for each session. I just can't see what can I do for my patients if I were to split my session into 1/2, probably I'll ended up achieving nothing. Perhaps, I will be slower to start, but at least once I've cleared all these E&D I'll have most of my requirements covered (provided I dun screwed up). But still exam cases remained undecided. Guess I'll just take photo for any potentials that come along the way.
I think I am getting very irritatable. Perhaps many feels that I am becoming very irritating, which ever is the case, I think I'll just be myself. I'm sorry if I stepped on anyone's toes. Perhaps, its better to just to do things in my own and heck the rest of the world. Lab 4 have become a much less friendlier place, in fact, I have some fear of people around me. Whatever the case, I guess its better to be lonelier now, and try to make less comments just not to offend ppl unintentionally. Shut up man, I should have. Hopefully, I'll still have friends by 2007.
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