Ridiculous Story

I dunno how to start. But I am simply amazed, irritated, pissed, upset and whatever by this whole bloodly situation. Perhaps many might be offended by this entry. Do not read if you are narrow-minded.

Class of 2007 (hopefully) finally cleared stage 3 of their 4 years quest to attain enlightment. It all started with someone saying: Why not we go to Redang? Many said yes, some said no and as usually the most said see 1st or dunno.

So that's the plan: Go Redang as a class. No matter who the hell is going. Then some say (the females) we dun wanna go with the guys. Thats fine. Honestly. Perhaps guys seems like wolves to many. But more shit get stirred, as females are not equal to gals in the class. Rather its = selected gals in the class.

Those who plan never realised or consider how the rest might feel when they start to make this more exclusive. Many times I've learnt that a group/clique starts forming not when ppl start to gather, rather its when the rest of the world start to be excluded. Personally, I've been through this many times. Being excluded from groups like this for my life.

Those within the group never realised there might be others who would like to be in. Perhaps becoz of silly things like friendship. Those who are excluded only realised they dun have their friendship when the selection process begins.

Those who are lucky to stay within are somehow those individuals that ppl likes. I mean thats life. Some get the better of the others. They have never been excluded to realised the sadness. They have never been excluded to understand the disappointment

To those who fortunately are excluded. Be glad that u are not inside the circle. Coz you would have missed the rest of the whole if you are stucked inside. And through this selection process, you have further filtered off those so-called friends that you have.

For those who are within, you never know when the group is gonna be more specialised until you yourself will have to been excluded. Then you will know the pain that you have inflicted upon other before.

If you ask me, I think this is ridiculous. Coz the ending of the situation is that the selected gals are going to Redang just 1 day before the guys. Probably they might meet there as well. So whats all this bullshit all about.

Perhaps becoz we are all different. And frdship is not about being able to be joined together for an activity. It is about accepting each other difference and be at ease with it.

Personally, I'm glad I have better frds than this. We do not need to go for holiday together to be called frds. We do not need to be eating lunch every other day together to be called frds. All we need is to know we'll be there for each other whoever were to fall.

Its just my own opinion. No offences are intended.

Eh Eugene- Is honesty still the best policy?

9hrs Again

In exactly 9 hrs time. My exam will officially be over. Provided no Viva. Viva result for Oral Pathology and Surgery are out today. Luckily no one got any extinction viva.

Hopefully everythings goes well tomorrow then we all can have fun.

9 more hrs

In 12 hr time, my 1st paper of this exam will be over. The only reason why I am blogging now is simply becoz I know that even if I were to off the lights and try to sleep, I'll be awake until ard 6/7am. This has been happening to me for the past few days.

I think probably becoz I truly have no confidence even in passing this exam. We have no CAs for the past year for medicine and surgery, so pass/fail basically is hanging on this paper. How can 3 hr of exam determine how much we know and worse determine our fate to be retain/not.

Moreover, I still have no idea what they expects of us. Till now, I have no idea of what i need to know and what I dun for surgery and my paper is in, lets see, 9 hrs time. And without prior CAs, I can't gauge that the examiners would like to see in the answer scripts aka no guides.

I must admit, I'm not someone who truly have the substance in me, rather I've always try find the safest way to pass. Honestly, no one can really remember everything at their finger tips. Perhaps after years and years or experiences.

Whatever the case, i'll still have to take the paper. Wish Me Luck Ppl and for my class too.

DRing In Progress

Just read Wendy's blog. Time really really flies, faster than what we usually think it does. They are all gonna graduate liao. I can't imagine calling Wendy by Dr Chuah. She mentioned that she is going to Europe after her papers, sounds like presents to me.

Can't wait for my turn next year. Though nothing is confirmed yet. But I am really keen. At least it is one thing that i really look forward to. I better start saving.

Yet, the exam this time seems too difficult. But I guess I am not the only one who felt this way. All that I've spoke to does not have much confidence this time round. Still we all have to go through this. 3 more days to D-day.

I was Bored...

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Kiss Goodbye

Just wanna introduce this song by Wang Li Hong...
I like it. Wanna let Lulin hear it, too bad she sleep liao.
Well, which normal person will be awake now beside Geng Feng.

http://blog.tpp8.com/User/lovely_cat/1930341212201.mp3

Anyways I just did Eugene's Johari Window. Surprisingly I chose all the traits he had chosen for himself. Back to mugging I guess. 1 week of hell, 1 week of exam, then we shall have happiness (maybe for 2 weeks?)

I can't sleep

Although I usually sleep really little. And my bedtime can be ard 2am. But I really got trouble trying to get to sleep.

Perhaps its the impending doom. My 3rd BDS final exam is just 9 days away. I think i am really in trouble. Anyways decided to start this Johari thingy for fun.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Stanley_Kok

actually this one more fun
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Stanley_Kok


help me do ok.. Though I think most ppl dun visit my blog anymore coz i must admit it is already on life support ie almost dead.

Well, perhaps there are other things that require more of my attention rather than blogging. Example: Exams, Lulin etc etc. Things of great importance.

Anyways, anyone wanna do Ortho aka bracers aka sticking buttons and wire to ur teeth to straighten them. Not that i can do for u, but i can do the examination though, then refer u to the post-grads.

Come to think of it most of u who might read my blog have straight/straighten teeth already. With people like Eugene around, dental clinics can all close shop i guess.

To 99S12 Happy Victorian's Day (4th of March) if u guys dunno. The OVA keep sending me mails to go back to celebrate. Well, I must admit that VJC means nothing to me unless you guys are there. Hope to meet up soon. To the Med Ppl good luck for u Final MBBS, I looking forward to get my MCs from u all.

Back to trying to sleep.